Struggle is part of the birth process. I have planted many seeds. I need to find the strength of belief and love of self to germinate what I have created. My cries will shake and crack the earth leaving space for the seedlings to push through into this world. My tears will moisten them and my love will bring heat and light. Now they rise up and flower into my new life. Full of color and green growing things. Full of wind blown, dancing stems and stars reflecting in dew dropped petals. A life created with tears, belief and love.
I am on a journey I have been on all my life. The road has many twists and turns. Alot has been up hill. I have finally come to the understanding that this is exactly where I should be. Right here, right now, on the path toward myself. Learning about the person who is me. Knowing that my next greatest love affair will be with myself. And when I have known that love completely I can do anything!